Thanksgiving was nice. We went to Riverton to my sister and brother-in-laws house, as we usually do. Jayson was able to call via computer at about midnight his time, which was about 1:30pm our time. He got to say hi to almost everyone, then we lost him. Sometimes the connection is great, other times not so much. Driving home I got sad and started feeling blue, but he called about 11:30pm, so that helped. We took a picture of everyone, and my sister added a message for Jayson.
It seems like lately emotionally I have had a harder time. When I get sad, it seems to last longer than it did in the beginning. The first month or two after Jayson left, I would feel sad for a few hours, and then snap out of it. Now it lasts days before I feel good again. We are keeping very busy, and maybe that is part of the problem. Maybe I need to just slow down and take some time to myself. That is something I never really do, so it might be hard for me! The kids seem to be doing well. They miss Jayson and all gather around to talk to him when he calls. Seems like such a long tome until May...
